Clowns wear a face that”s painted intentionally on them so they
appear to be happy or sad. what kind of mask are you wearing today?
Clowns Cry to. I wonder why that is. They are under paid and underrated I believe. Its truly amazing how they can put on a show, forgetting their own lives, to bring joy and happiness to others that need it. They are laughed at, mocked, and people snort and point at them behind their backs. They are painted comedians. What I find most interesting is that in almost all cases the clown or comedian has come from some form of tragedy. Laughter heals they say. I would like to meet the person responsible for this “so called” saying and ask him/her personally what makes him/her the expert on that. So much pressure is put onto the person that is the abused or the victim. We are expected to go through life pretending that nothing has happened or is wrong. We are forced to set aside our own feelings, never dealing with them, and suck it up and move on.
“The mind is but a mystical dark circus;
we are nothing but a clown playing along to life’s theater.
Our faces delicately brimming with giggles;
painted in bright colors,
As we hide from the world…..
showing them only what they truly want to see.”
— G. Parkhurst
There is much pain, sorrow, and sadness in most of us, as we trot along in life. In most cases people are so oblivious they don”t even see. In fact, is it that they don”t see…or wanna see? Could they handle it? Its a hard luck life,…….. no, a hard luck story. No clown or comedian asks you to feel sorry for them. Just that you take time to understand them. To respect them and all the hurt that comes along with them. Most often times, we are not seen or heard. We dress to impress and put on our happy face, pushing aside those things that haunt us.
” I remain in the dark.
My face misrepresented by this circus of life, tormented by my emotions and memories.
My mind constantly working, never allowing silence or peace.
I fear the silence, it shreds my soul a bit at a time, never leaving me
to stop entertaining the idea that I MUST continue to hide behind a mask.
For behind this mask of characters, nobody can see what truly pains me.
My heart is lost to the enchantment of each mask, intricately made, just for me, that I must put on and wear.
Im caught up in confusion, cleverly disguised as being a normal person.”
— G. Parkhurst
I’ve heard people often remark that they are scared of clowns. Some petrified. Why you ask? Could it be that those very same people are in tune with their surroundings? Im not saying pedophile here….Im saying that possibly they see past the paint and all the make-up. Their intuitions prove that they see that there is so much more beneath the surface. What is it that they are hiding? What really is going on in their souls and minds? Could it be they see the pain, trauma, horror, abuse…or even evilness? Kinda scary to me.
The bottom line is that the next time you find yourself judging someone…look at them a little deeper with more understanding and compassion. Dont expect them to pick up…dust right off..move on…forget and forgive. It should be on our time, not yours. Try to get past the clown and see the person. Try to be understanding and get to know them. Listen to their stories and what they are really trying to tell you without speaking.
They are my heroes….and I there sister or brother. We are family. We share a commonality. We have a unwritten or unspoken bond,
I respect them and their jobs, they do it so well, and I like them, and so many others out there, who bring joy to others where there is sadness. Its a heavy burden to carry. However, when I put my mask on..its easier to focus my energy on your pain and sadness…then to face my inner demons and fears, i would rather forget about mine, to help you let go of yours! We touch peoples lives every day and forget about our own…casting it to the wayside. SO much so…..that we get lost in ourselves…some struggling to get out…others content in still wearing the masks…it no longer is just a mask…but has become and always will be part of who and what they truly are…….lost forever…what we wanna be…and wanna do…or ever wanna feel.
What mask are you wearing today?
I wish for you today a sense of inner peace and healing. Truly that you know that you are not alone and that no matter what mask you choose…..I love you for who you are, not which one you choose to wear. Dont fear the mask…embrace it and let it surround you and keep you. In it, you feel a sense of safety. Its ok. I wont and dont judge you. When you are ready, I and others like me will be here for you to help you, guide you, encourage you, and we will ALWAYS love and support you! Safe journeys today for your inner spirit…let your mind wander freely today, reflecting on which masks can be thrown out and which ones you still need.
Until next time my fellow clowns…..live to laugh another day, shed a tear , and always keep smiling! ❤