Memories from a blurred grim past race through my mind
Laughter once heard loudly softly turns to cries
Innocence given, forsaken, then stolen~ Cruel
Sometimes never to be spoken
Eyes couldnt see so blinded by ignorance
What could have been prevented went unnoticed, rejected
Your eyes filled with sorrow….for I should have seen
I wasnt sure how to get back that special gleam
To have lost you forever
I have no one to blame, it’s me, my fault
I took a vow…it was my job, now Im full of shame
Forgivness I beg, love I require
to earn back the things a mother so desires.
To hold your hand forever more
To know your heart is safe
Top be free to love , and or explore
To give you everything you needed
support, love, and trust…
you now have suceeded.
I failed you most times, and lost my way
I beg you please forgive me tomorrows another day .
Im your mother, yes, its true
but in the end my child therei s Nothing that my love and I wouldnt do for you.
One day, I hope you will see…I did the best I could
For it was you raising me.
I love you.