First Steps

Exploring the world through caring thoughts, the freedoms of guilt free emotions, and looking at the world through the eyes of someone elses perspective seeking to enhance and set free your soul by opening your heart and mind


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Memories from a blurred grim past race through my mind

Laughter once heard loudly softly turns to cries

Innocence given, forsaken, then stolen~ Cruel

Sometimes never to be spoken

Eyes couldnt see so blinded by ignorance

What could have been prevented went unnoticed, rejected

Your eyes filled with sorrow….for I should have seen

I wasnt sure how to get back that special gleam

To have lost you forever

I have no one to blame, it’s me, my fault

I took a vow…it was my job, now Im full of shame

Forgivness I beg, love I require

to earn back the things a mother so desires.

To hold your hand forever more

To know your heart is safe

Top be free to love , and or explore

To give you everything you needed

support, love, and trust…

 you now have suceeded.

I failed you most times, and lost my way

I beg you please forgive me tomorrows another day .

Im your mother, yes, its true

but in the end my child therei s Nothing that my love and I wouldnt do for you.

One day, I hope you will see…I did the best I could

For it was you raising me.

I love you.

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